Come on man! We are a TEAM!!!!

So yesterday when we are training basketball.

So i suggest to just go to Tombol punya lan ciu chang.

Why?

Because there got bumbung mah.

If got matahari also wont kena panas.

Then u making a bu shuang face.

Like -.-

So i'm like...

Okay lo.

We are a team mah so we saling hormat other people pandangan lo.

So 2 p.m. at Tombol 4 p.m. at School lo.

Nah adil izzit?

2hours 2 hours.

Then you also say okay.

So when 2 p.m. liao we already arrived at there but still not saw dao u guys.

(I also arrive abit late because of my cousin. I'm waiting for her. -w-)

Then i try to sms u guys.

Say where you guys?

That time is around 2 40++ 

Then u guys say what?

We still eating just wake up oww.

Bah okay la if still eating. 

We can wait u guys mah.

Cause we train at Tombol until 4 p.m. juga kan?

Then we wait until 4 p.m. still no see u guys.

Zomok?

Eat also need 1 hours ++ mia meh?

Then i mula pekcek already. - -

Then 1 friend sms u guys ask why aren't u guys here yet?

What u guys say?

"Drang xxx sda smpai sini skola takkan kami kasi tinggal kan? Sini sda kami ni bila kamu mau datang?"

Fuck u la!

Doesn't that mean that u guys just rajin go to school there got so much time wont come here ahh?

Here apa no good?

Got bumbung lagi one!

There hot like hell also u like?

Know la u so white but agak agak la!

Wont think about other people one meh?

just know about u self ahh?

U rasa siok at school then u want all people ikut u at school?

Lanjiao u la o0o who are u oww?

Just because u pernah kena pilih ikut wakil u bangga though u are the boss?

Pukima ko la - -

Don't act so pro la -,,-

When wakil go daerah hai bu shi lose to KK geh student?

Know some limit la.

I respect u doesn't mean that i need to follow ur instruction okay stupid!

Again i trust wrong people.

Okay kena people say wa is xiao san.

Lian wa zui trust geh friend also no believe me.

Nevermind.

I use to it.

I use to kena blame for nothing wrong.

Use to not kena believe.

All i do is wrong bah.

All is my fault.

If wa dang chu boh coi him then nothing gonna happen izzit?

The second time.

I lose someone i trust.

Yes.

I hope that he believe in me. 

But he don't.

He rather believe other people say me is xiao san.

Then believe me i never do it.

-------------------------I'll continue this later--------------------------

ღRemember When <|3 ღ

Hey you! :)

Still remember how we meet each other?

I do. :3

I remember that time i always play 

'Boy Vs Girl' mode 

Always find you to play with me. :)

Remember how we use to play 

'Lover Mode' ?

ღ2013.03.03ღ

Remember how you quit for awhile after that?

Remember how you active back after a few week?

Remember you got mol point clothes?

Remember we start to play 'Love Mode' since then?

You know i really feel not match stand by your side using the normal clothes?

 ღ2013.03.08ღ

ღ 2013.03.08ღ

ღ2013.0308ღ

Remember how you propose to me?

Say you wanna marry me?

Remember how crazy we are crazy up charm?

Remember how i play after you off just to earn some money to buy some new clothes

to feel alot more match just stand by your side?

Untill 1 day i finally got enough money for buy new clothes...

 ღ2013.03.17ღ

Remember how i wanna ask you

'Do i look pretty in this new clothes?'

But when i wanna ask you..

You're talking with a girl that use mol point clothes..

I sure feel i'll make you diu lian if i ask you that infornt for the girl.

Remember how i train so hard just to be the same level as you?

Remember how i keep playing the song that i can't even pass only for you?

Remember how i worry about you even though you're not online for 3 days?

Remember how i spam your inbox for asking you why aren't you on?

Why aren't you give me some respond?

Why aren't you reply me?

Why aren't you leave me behind?

Are you leaving me now?

Are you finding a new girl now?

Are you talking to a new girl now?

Untill you tell me that you have school activities,

So i can stop worry about you.

Remember how we use to call each other 'Apek' 'Amoi' ?

Remember you use your own money to buy me some mol point colthes?

You tell me that only cost RM10++...

But i know that it cost more than that.

Remember how we just use flower ring to married?

Do you still remember when is our marriage date?

It's on 19.03.2013!

You know how happy i am at that time?

It was my first time married in game...

Although in game...

I still feel being loved by you.

Remember that we still play 'Love Mode' on our marriage day?

 ღ2013.03.19ღ

ღ2013.03.19ღ

Remember you buy the motion card only for playing this mode?

Remember how you gifted me the face so we can wear it together?

Remember how you use to say how evil i am?

Remember how we going to the same guild?

Remember how i use to ask you why are you keep following me?

Remember how i use Digi Reload Card to change Mol with you?

That's how i get your number and we start texting :3

Remember how we use to fight?

Remember how you use to cool with me and ignore me 2 day?

Just because you jelly of pillip?

Just because i wear the same clothes with he?

Just because i playing lover mode with he?

Remember i keep asking you why?

Remember how you scold me like hell that time?

Remember how many time you say Fuck You in the text?

I still remember clearly that you say

'Fuck you for making me feel like that! Fuck you for getting close to him! Fuck you for wearing the same clothes with him! Fuck you for ignoring me when i'm in your room! Fuck him for being that close to you! How i fucking wish he die in the toilet hole - -! Fuck you! I'm done!'

Do you know how i melt see you text like this?

Although you're scolding me...

But still...

I feel warm :3

Remember how hard i pujuk you for not angry with me anymore?

Remember how i give you my Id and Password to you?

P/S: You're the first person that know my Id and  Password <3 

Remember how i say to you that i'm jelly with Claire and Crazy?

Just because they married and using the same clothes?

Remember how you tell me that you will buy the same clothes for me?

Remember how i match so many clothes to match with you?

Remember how you pick 1 of the 3?

This one <3

But remember we end up no buying it coz no money?

Haha XD

Remember how you use to spam my inbox when i'm sleeping?

Remember when I'm sick and i say i want to afk awhile to eat ubat?

Remember how worry you are asking me what my sakit? 

It sure warm me up  when i seeing the chat that you worrying about me :3

Although i'm having a cool that time :3

It sure make me forget that i'm sick for awhile :3

Remember how our nick name turn into 'Rusa' and 'Madu'?

You use to call me 'dear' 'deer' 'rusa' <3

Then i call you 'Honey' 'Madu' <3

Remember i buy you a face as a present that thanks for all the things that you've give me?

Remember how we wear it together?

Remember how you say thank you to me?

But deep inside i know that you don't like it very much....

But although like that...

We still take picture together <3

And i still can edit it <3

Remember you say that the face make us like sakai? XD

But....

Remember when we change to new guild?

Remember how we fight with our old guild?

Remember how cruel our old guild leader?

Remember he try to steal our guild logo?

Remember how i tell you about he scolding me?

Remember how i cool you down?

Remember you even go to the room and scold like hell?

Remember how you use to talk to me about your family?

Remember how you use to talk to me about your ex-gf?

Remember how you use to tell me that you loved me?

And...

Remember how you being close to miko?

Remember how you talk more to miko?

Remember how you ignore me just to talk to miko?

Remember how close you with miko untill you forget about me?

Remember how you shua 2 people with miko only?

Remember how many people the you know i started to don't know them?

Remember how i start to act cool with you just to make some attention to you?

Remember you just think me childish?

Remember how hurt i am?

Remember how hard i've been suffer?

Remember how long do i take the decision to divorce with you?

Remember i secretly divorce you at the night?

Remember how i secretly delete the divorce message?

Cause i tot you will don't even know i divorce you.

We Divorce on 07.06.2013

Remember how you mad like hell the day after i divorce with you?

Remember you keep asking when i wanna divorce with you?

Remember how i say that you act like you like miko more then me?

Remember how i say you act like you don't need me anymore?

Remember how you say okay then?

Remember how you tell me that you better kao with some sluts?

Remember how i hurt after see what you write?

Remember how i just answer you with okay then! if that what you want?

Remember how regret i am that time?

Remember how you apologize to me after that?

Remember how i still thinking to marry with you back tomorrow?

Remember how i'm hurt after seeing your profile that you already marry with a new girl?

Remember how hurt i am to congrats you're marriage?

Remember how she in the same guild as we?

Remember how he called you dear in guild char?

Remember how you tell me that she is good?

Remember how you say to me that i'm the only one that you can talk rojak to?

Remember how hard i wanna cry after seeing those words?

  Remember how you can wish me in facebook when it's my birthday?

Remember how you write that i'm the 2nd awesome girl that you ever meet?

Coz the first awesome girl is your sis.

Remember how i keep regretting about divorce with you?

Remember i keep crying for you?

Remember i ku qi yong qi ask you what do you feel about me?

Remember it was on 12.07.2013...

Because before i want to ask you...

I've think to end up my life because of you...

But because of friends support...

I've gu qi yong qi ask you...

Remember how you say you just see me like you sis?

Remember how hard for me to pretend like nothing?

Remember how you say that my fan ying is so cool?

Remember how i even can make a joke even though i'm sad?

Like 'Then you want me say what? like this? 'NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ Please love meeeeee D:'

Remember how you laugh and say lol nice one?

Remember how after that you meluah with me about your family?

Remember how i keep pretending and listen to you?

Remember how i give you motivation but end up fighting?

Remember ever since then you block you facebook?

Remember untill now even when i think of us my tear will go out?

Do you still remember me?

I believe again. I hurt again. :')

Yes, again i'm falling in love with some one.

The one that i always called him 'Mr.NF'.

I believe him.

I trust him.

And i Love him.

At first i was like 'what ever' when i  know that he said he love me.

I know it from my friends.

He even change his guild nick name to this

I Love XiaoMeaow

But i don't trust him. 

Because i've been hurt so many times.

So i decide to build a wall and won't let him take away my heart.

But when he said this to me

When you really love someone, age, distance, height ,weight.. Just a damn number.

My heart been taken away by him.

It was the first time someone have tell me that.

But day by day,

he don't even speak to me.

So i decide to give up on him.

And i quit the game about 1 week.

But then when i on,

he asked me,

' Where have you been? It's such a long time i don't see you. IMY. ;) '

And then i started to fall for him again.

And today.

It's was the sweetest day and worst day ever.

First, i called him and asked for help. Like this

'YukiZ (His game name) bulih ko tulung sya? '

' Tlung apa dear?' (Damn! i really happy when i hear him call me like that! )

........

And so on.

We chat and chat and chat.

Then he agree to help me. Then i say

' Sayang ko katat katat! X3 '

' Ahaha.. Bah kiss luk '

'Deii lebih lebih sda ni tauu~ XD'

'Ya meh? :*'

..........

And so he help me do the thing.

While he's helping me.

I follow his kazen.

And when i'm following his kazen.

I think it's a good chance to ask some question about him.

So i asked...

'Xin~YukiZ ada gf ka?'

And the answer really shocked me.

'Ada. Cina lagi tu~'

Yeah.

At that time i really hurt.

It's like you've been hit a million times.

I feel like i wanna run away.

But i know if i do that i'll be know that i'm falling in love with him.

So i decide to cover my pain with some fake smile.

And so.

I give up.

I don't want to be the xiao san.

Thanks for the lie.

It was the sweetest lie i ever hear.

;')

Thanks for hurting me this much. 

I won't deny it that i don't care about you.

Yes i still care.

But i'll slowly don't give a fuck about that. 

Thanks again Mr.NF.

:) You make my day before.

25/05/2012- Shit Sibling! _l_

Shit Sibling!

Gaya sama jak!

Kurang ajar!

Macam teda kena ajar bhh ulik mama drang ni!

Mulut drang kalah2 bau taik!

Tulung la arr!

Urang teda cari masalah kmu mo cari masalah knapa?

Bodoh!

Apa la buli buat.

Sudah bhh kmu kana lahir budu!

Mulut pun bau taik.

Bukan lagi bau taik. 

Tapi kalah kalah bau taik bhh mulut kmu.

Apa kmu makan?

Taik lembu? Taik Kambing? Atau taik babi?

Apa kes kmu mo olok nma keluarga kami?

Kanapa?

Lawa betul sdah la nma bapa kmu tu mo olok2 nma keluarga urang?

Tinguk luk diri sendiri kmu tu bro!

Kalau kmu secantik mna pun.

Kalau mulut kurang ajar.

Teda jugak bhh urang mo berkawan ma kmu!

Bodoh!

Knapa.

Kalau ko lawa betul tapi kalo ko taik bau juga bhh tu kan?

Makan taik sendiri plak ko ni!

Tula mulut ko bau taik!

Agak2 la sikit gaya kmu 2 adik bradik arr.

Bikin sial jak kmu ada di dunia ni.

Sorry to say.

Go die la!

Teda urang pandai sedih kalo kmu mati sekali pun.

Sekian!

11.05.2012- What your problem bro? :/

Pak Kiuu la!

Apa la ko buli dapat kalo ko luki tul ma ilmu yang ko ada tu??

Ko tingu seja bhh 1hari nti...

Ada juga balasan ko tu!

Pa kes ko bro!

Bila sya mo pinjam kijap tu buku ko tek kasi...

Pa barang!

Cakap 'no no no~' lagi bhh...

Bhh tek pa bhh...

MAKAN la ko tu buku!

Baru ko kanyang ma ILMU yang ko dapat tu!

Pa kes lagi ko p kasi rusak urang pnya buku?

Sda Nana bilang jangan ksi buka tul buku dia kan?

Mo kuyak suda ulik ko!

Ko p juga kc g2?

Urang sda ksi ko pinjam tu buku ko hargai la bhh...

Ni?

P kasi ancur lagi tu buku!

Didi pun tek suka ko arr!

Apa la juga kalo ko ajar dia?

Napa pandai mati ka ko kalo ko ajar urang?

Kalo betul2 xmo ajar bhh cakap jak la yang ko tek mo ajar!

Ni!

Cakap lagi 'ehh, sya tek tau. sya men hantam jak buat~'

Tek tau la buat pa ko p GEREJA tu kalo gaya ko tetap g2 kurang ajar!

Mo konok cakap baik2!

Tapi sindir urang!

Bhh kalo ko memang tek puas hati ma sya ckap bhh!

Pa kes ko mo sindir2 urang begitu?

Budu la ko!

Iyalah!

Ko memang pintar di mata pelajaran.

Tapi apa juga bhh ko buli buat kalo gaya ko kalah2 taik?

Pakkiuu la!!!

06.05.2012- 男人与女人的谎话

‘男人说谎是为了让自己好过，

而女人说谎是为了要让别人好过。

女人不是故意说谎，

说谎是为了让别人好过。’

太爱上面那句话了！！XD

我是从败犬女王那边copy来的~

那句话真的是太赞了啦！！